Today I have been very overwhelmed with the feeling of gratitude for family. We've been through a lot these past couple of years! Honestly I can't ever remember feeling like Paul and I didn't have somewhere to turn or someone to talk to. Our family is truly the most giving, caring and wonderful family. They have supported and buoyed us up during the tough times ... and we've certainly had plenty!
Dacia and I went shopping today for the soon to be newest member of our family. Looking at all of the adorable baby paraphernalia really brought home to me that Emma is already 1, and growing up every second. It caught me off guard, and I had a sad moment. But, OH! what I wouldn't give to have to go through all that again!! I have truly enjoyed every second I've shared with my beautiful baby. Even the scariest ones. That sounds a little crazy, especially when I think back to all the nights we realistically had one hour of sleep each, Emma constantly screaming from the horrible colic, surgery, i.v.s, hospitals, tests so awful I cried through them, and having to give her that pink crap for so long. But, I honestly wouldn't trade those memories for anything. If anything, they have made me realize how precious every moment with her is. More over, with each other is. Our little family has had to fight for a long time to reach a level of normalcy with Em's health. I think we've finally made it! It's large part due to Mom and Dad who worried and suffered almost as much as we were during those panic filled days in the beginning. They were a constant pillar of faith and comfort that we often took refuge in. Thank you to all our family and friends who called, prayed, and fasted for us. Without your love and constant support we wouldn't have made it through still sane.
I have seen the Lord's hand more prevalently in my life these past few years than I have ever before recognized. We have had so many little things happen that could easily be shrugged off as coincidences or dumb luck, but we know better! They are certainly little miracles the Lord has blessed us with. I love my sweet husband for his faith and understanding of me. He is such a kind and patient man. Emma couldn't have asked for a more wonderful and loving father, nor I for my eternal companion. I know My Heavenly Father loves me because of all the wonderful people he as given to me. I love you all!
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